Just because one teaches doesn't always mean one makes the best disciplined student. It has taken me getting sick these past weeks to slow down and listen to my own teachings. Week after week I find myself teaching meditation but lacking the discipline to practice it. Week after week I discover myself assisting my clients through the mud but lacking patience to truly acknowledge my own. With a calmer spirit and a much more open heart i've slowed down the pace. I took the time for myself and "Fell In Love" with life once more this past week. I have discovered even though we have a tumultuous love affair going on between us, these ups and downs are significant to my continuous transformation. This last bout of wills has instilled me with a much greater sense of achievement. I've taken the plunge and with coughing fit for an elephant my voice has open up to a much softer sound. In every moment we possess the opportunity to be, create and achieve who it is we want to be. Each moment we hold the power to live life closer to what our true self expression is. This moment I have learned that although I love what I do, I love myself equally as much. Which translates into me taking the desired amount of time to assist my needs, wants and affirmations. Since making the choice to live a life closure to my true self my lessons have become easier, more enriched and the sense of peace has been profound. In order to maintain this sense of inner order I must first maintain the spiritual order within me. Although I have shun discipline this year I have come to see a new vision materializing before me benefiting from the use of it. Thank you universe for your constant reminder that we are ever growing, changing, evolving beings.
~Monique
"We can't direct the wind but we can adjust our sails" -Unknown
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